Of course, JQ did not follow us to New York...Kelvin and i went to New York last year, as i went there for a conference and Kelvin just accompanied me, as he can save hotel cost for this trip...that time, JQ only 1.5years old...
Of course, i super missed my JQ when i in New York. I started to miss him when i took Limosine to airport...Everyday, i told Kelvin that i missed JQ...of course Kelvin also missed our lovely son...
Sometimes, when i missed JQ, i in sad and bad mood, i don't feel like want to talk to Kelvin...Kelvin dare not disturb me then...
Luckily, i got borrowed my sister mini laptop. So we MSN webcam with JQ on the third day. I so excited to see JQ on-line! JQ so surprised when he saw us thru computer. But we cannot hear his voice, coz the speaker got problem. But i know he saying Papa and Mama... :) When we back, my in-law said JQ happy when saw us thru computer, but when we offline, he become no mood...pity boy! Mummy also pity...
I cannot remember who bring us home, Limosine or my in-law, i just know that i told Kelvin that cannot fight with me to hug JQ! ;p Then, once i saw JQ, i terus hug JQ tight-tight and kissed him non-stop, same as him, gave me a big hug, and kept calling me Mama and touch my face, like afraid this is not real. Then i let Kelvin hug him, JQ didn't want, of course, end up got la.
And, JQ becomes Kolar Bear since then....where ever i go, he will follow, else he will cry. I went to toilet also he will cry, i know he scared i will away from him again. Pity Boy....can you imagine how sad he was when i am not around?? Now i think back, i also feel like want to cry...
The most sad case was...after i back from US for less than 1 week, my in-law suddenly brought JQ to Johor when i was working! That time i still not 'finished' missing my JQ, but they suddenly 'take' JQ away from me! Honestly, i really angry and sad that time! I am JQ mother, don't you think you should get my permission first? Ya, Kelvin got called me and said his mother want to bring JQ to Johor, so i asked Kelvin no need coz my mum can take care JQ. But end up, they bring without telling me officially...so sad and angry!!
That day, after i went back home, i don't want to talk to Kelvin. I know this was not Kelvin problem, but i can't stop myself to blame him! I told Kelvin that i know this is not his problem, but my mood really no good, i asked him no need to bother me, let me release myself. My tear came out non-stop that night, i cried till i fall asleep. My tear almost come out when i wrote this....
The next day, i dropped an email to Kelvin, told him how i feel, else i know i will burst...my tear also non-stop when i typed email to Kelvin...after that i become much better.
Then, almost every night, we got MSN or 3G JQ to chat with him. He so excited when he saw us. My in-law told us that after MSN, JQ became moody, lao-gai, and no stamina...so, after few days, we did not MSN or 3G JQ so frequent...Pity JQ and Pity Mama....
Then, till another weekend (JQ went there about 10days), then we went to Johor to bring back JQ. My heart like wanted to fly to Johor...When we reached there, almost 3am,coz traffic jam. Then, the first thing i did is rush to the room and kissed my JQ! JQ like know is me, he opened his eyes then looked at me like can't believe. Then he closed his eyes. He must be thinking that he was dreaming..haha...The next morning, when he woke up, he saw me slept next to him, he so happy and called me Mama! Oh, so sweet....
Since that day, JQ became super kolar bear...i must made sure myself around, when his eyes opened, else he will cry for Mama. Then, most difficult part was when i went to work....first few days, he really cried loudly, but slowly, become better...
Since then, we love each other more....and, Kelvin knows i will miss JQ, so wherever we go, we will bring JQ along....but, we are not bringing JQ to Redang and Taiwan trip, coz not suitable for JQ....anyway, i think i will be ok, although i will still miss my JQ...
JQ, Mama Love U!!